The Thing You’re Here on Earth to Do is Never Going to Leave You Alone.
My reason to be on earth wouldn’t leave me alone, not even on my death bed.
For me it took being diagnosed with a stage 4 lymphoma nearly 20 years ago before I surrendered to doing my life’s work full time.
I had been leading a double life…
I was a VP in my family’s firm by day, and a freedom-seeking, community gathering teacher and musician pursuing spiritual experiences night and on weekends.
I got so out of alignment with myself in the corporate world that I unconsciously made myself sick to get out of my obligation to my family’s business. Oops…
But no matter how disabled I became, my life purpose never once stopped trying to bust out of me. I’d be laying there practically in a coma and I’d feel songs bubble up when I couldn’t even sit up and hold a guitar. I’d hear messages that needed to be written down and shared, when I couldn’t even hold a pen. I would dream of living on a planet where communities thrived.
I lost everything.
Over the 3 years of fighting for my life I lost everything – my house, my car, my ability to work, and several friends who couldn’t journey with me. I gave away my cats and all of the stuff I could no longer look after. I lost my hair, I looked like death itself and finally lost my hope to live.
That day I fell into the pit of despair. Dusk was falling, the room blackening and I laid there for hours on end in my parents’ book room, feeling my life had come to the end.
When I finally caved and surrendered to all of the loss, and to death itself, instead of dying I had the most surprising breakthrough.
I saw who I really am.
I saw that with nothing, I was intimately connected with humanity through what I’m here to be and do. And I saw how utterly fulfilled I was in that, despite having lost everything.
What finally turned the key for me was working with archetypes. In discovering the ‘Mer’ archetype that was out of alignment for me I recovered enough energy that I completely healed, and never had to look back.
I finally gave myself permission to follow my soul.
Because for me it was the only choice.
After recovering from cancer and the treatments, it took me more than a decade to build my calling into a business that served me and the people I work for equally. Now I teach women to do that in six months.
The women in my community are those magically gifted guides, artists, healers and transformational coaches whose work is a contribution towards solving humanity’s many ills.
They are compelled by their unique purpose. They value freedom more than anything, and are willing to dive deep into the unconscious to find their gifts, and anything that stands in the way of being valued for them.
They are multi-talented, multi-passionate. They have often allowed themselves to pursue all of what they love.
But where they get stuck is in feeling like a many-headed Mermaid dragon. They have an unstoppable desire to serve, but get burned out from going in their many directions.
They don’t want to give up anything, but they know that something has to give.
I notice lot of women feel the heaviness of their calling.
Before embarking on it, it was heavy and intense for me too.
But once I got on the path of living my purpose, and being valued for it so I could do it full time, that heaviness lifted.
And when they make a business out of their whole heart and soul, women come up against a wall of fear. They’re afraid of being judged, they’re afraid to be seen.
They retreat into feeling not good enough, because it feels safer than being in touch with how great they are and getting out there. It’s not long ago in history when sticking our neck out did have grave consequences.
And worst of all they can let their fears erode their confidence in their skills for helping people, and keep running to the next training in hopes of gaining their confidence. But all they get is more confused about how to do their their thing for a living.
How I Can Help
There’s no need to suffer with the heaviness. It’s only heavy because you haven’t found a way to do your calling in a sustainable way.
It is possible to…
- Slay the demons and dragons of money, finances and right energy exchange so you can be valued for your unique life’s work.
- Navigate the emotional underworld and magically clear the obstacles that hold you back in your business.
- Create one clear service out of a woman’s multiple skills, talents and passions.
- Serve without losing energy and killing yourself, like I almost did.
- Be accountable to your vision for freedom, for you and your world.
You may not realize how simple it is to create a spiritually and financially rewarding business.
With 20 years of business experience, I provide simple tools, systems and strategies for building and up-levelling a service-based business.
And because a life’s work business triggers a woman’s deepest fears, I help guide them through the emotional underworld with archetypes and powerful releasing tools.
And if the thought of marketing yourself makes you want to barf, I also show you how to get your message out authentically through teaching you how to tell your story to attract your audience and your clients.
Through one-on-one coaching and online resources based on my 6-step system for building your life’s work as a business I guide my clients from the sense of being overwhelmed to only doing the right steps in a methodical and tried-and-true way that works.
At a Glance Here Are Some Things You Might Not Know About Me
In the 90’s I went to India 8 times to study meditation, yoga, mantra and Sanskrit with a white-bearded guru on a mountain who was later found to be a sexual abuser and pedofile….ouch.
I am a singer-songwriter, mantra lover and have four albums up on Spotify, iTunes, CD Baby and nearly any other online music provider and treated my own insomnia with my third album, ‘The Yoga Lullabies’. (under Beth Martens and Vijaya).
I started a reggae-mantra band called Love Note because one of my players always makes my music sound like reggae and decided to go with the flow.
I love a gooood espresso more than life itself, but am mostly banned from caffeine from overuse as a child, weep, cry…
I’m an incurable healthy gourmet with passions for organic, fresh, local and GREEN and can be found with my eyes rolling into the back of my head from the pleasure of it.
I had my son against the odds in 2007 after being told I wouldn’t get pregnant after receiving so much chemotherapy.
Oh yah…the Mermaid thing. I don’t have a tail, but I love the ocean, sea shells and am deeply aligned with the Mer archetype, which was a life saver when I awakened it.
I have a special passion for supporting victims of human trafficking and helping them gain financial freedom through creating their life’s work a business.
Want to connect?
If you can relate to some or all of this, and you feel stuck with how to put all of your skills, talents, passions and interests into one clear result that is a divinely aligned service that you get paid for, I’d love to get to know you. Feel free to fill out the form below and shoot me a note about what your soul wants.
What’s your MerPreneur Archetype?
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